π Sometimes when we get bogged down in Adulting, paying bills, drawing a pay-check, taking care of others & just being a good person (compassionate, understanding, available, willing to connect) - we can get so stuck in what it means to be human (with all the obligations & responsibilities that come along with that), we forget that we are originally (and always) Spiritual Beings having a Human Experience.
It may sound weird (welcome to myΒ website π) but I sometimes draw so much comfort & strength from knowing that my soul is bigger than the Human Experience / life Iβm leading right now. Especially during the hard times. Knowing that the energy of my soul endures & continues to exist despite my frustrations in this βmeat suitβ makes me so happy.
I literally feel the anxiety & fear roll off my shoulders, the weight lifting from my chest & the tension flow out of my back & neck. Then honestly, I just feel so much gratitude for every breath DESPITE whatever shit storm I may be facing down.
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Dearest Babe,
You are a beautiful, wondrous, magnificent, sparkling, lovely Spiritual Being having a (sometimes ridiculously painful but *hopefully* at times truly satisfying) Human Experience. For whatever reason, whether you chose to exist in the here or now or not, youβre here on Earth living the life you have.
Youβre toiling, werking, hustling, loving, inspiring, nurturing, struggling, panicking, smiling & laughing through the good times & bad. Youβre so freaking amazing for just being you & showing up (waking up) each & every day.
So forgive yourself, love yourself, face yourself, accept yourself, heal yourself & remind yourself that your super-cosmic Spiritual Being is doing the best it can with this heavy Human Experience.
You matter.
Your existence makes a difference.
No one could show up & bring it with such fierce mojo & magical woo woo quite like you do.
Much Love Always & Forever,
Allison + Spirit
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Deck:Β The Universe Has Your BackΒ by Gabrielle Bernstein
Melissa says...
Hello Allison,
I have been totally onboard that my hardships and overcoming them are for my souls benefit. Itβs needs to grow and learn from my human experience. With that said the human me will never experience all of the fruits of all these hardships. My soul in another lifetime will. Yes I have been able to see life differently and appreciate simply being alive. I have a mental illness and a chronic physical illness. I am on my own and I have learned to take care of myself. Is my human self being used by the soul that is inside of me? I want to say itβs mine but I feel itβs going to live on and I will never have any experience of it. I understand the soulβs βlifeβ is of a greater purpose than my human life but still ..is that really fair? Then here comes the saying βlife isnβt fairβ. It just doesnβt make sense to me. I am a gentle loving person and I am very grateful that I am alive. I continually have had hard lessons in life. Yes there had been joy but it was only from a lot of pain. I just am not understanding that my human life has a purpose other than to give my soul enhancements for another βlifeβ. Let me know your thoughts.
On May 27, 2021