My oh freaking my - has 2020 ever been a TRIP!

This is most definitely a defining year for all of us, there are so many overwhelming (and let's face it - really abrupt) endings, along with the opportunity for all kinds of new beginnings. If I had to pin down a spiritual theme for 2020, it would be this...

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*major side eye PaNdOrA* 🙃😂

We've all had our struggles, that's for damn sure. And I myself have been MIA for a few months (if you'd like to learn more about that then check out my most recent Truth Talk with Spirit blog post entitled My Experiences During Covid-19).

And I also took a stab at predicting what this year would be like via numerology back in January in one of my other Truth Talk with Spirit blog posts - How I know that 2020 is About to be a Year of "Adulting" & "Getting Shit Done". Where I channeled nuggets of wisdom along with Spirit (using numerology) which brought up highly inconvenient things like:

"This means that we'll have to be present in each of those moments (not obsessing about the past or anticipating the future) in order to find true balance this year."

"Most of the freedom we'll find for ourselves this year will have absolutely NOTHING to do with the material (money, people, places, or things). And our freedom may come at the expense of tying up some loose ends and dealing with old baggage."

"What does Spirit have to say about preparing for the year ahead, given our call to find balance and establish freedom (all while creating stability in our everyday lives)? Suck it up, Buttercup."

But let's be real Babe... 2020 so far has sucked out loud for a lot of us, traumatized many of us, and we have lost so many people near and dear to our hearts. So this reading here today is meant to provide some much-needed insight from Spirit about wtf we're all supposed to do now after... ALL OF THAT.

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As usual Babe, all you've gotta do is pick your card!

Top Left or Bottom Right

Here is your message from Spirit:

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TOP LEFT ♥ Time

⏳IF YOU’RE LOSING TRACK OF TIME...  ⌛

Then you are being encouraged by Spirit to seriously let that shit go. No matter what you try to do right now you won’t be able to recapture or make up for any time lost. And that’s okay. Why would you need to go back and use the time you had before it was gone?

What’s happened in the past has happened & now needs to stay firmly rooted in the past. The intentions you had, the goals you carved out for yourself, the plans you made... well it’s alright if a small part, half, or even all of that fell through.

Okay Babe, maybe it’s not really fully alright for you just yet.. but this is Spirit telling you that everything will work out as it should for you in the end. You just need to rekindle that hope, faith and belief you’ve had in yourself that things will be okay. That there is a bigger reason to everything, all that’s meant to happen will.. and it OF COURSE will happen in due time.

So instead of looking back or forcing yourself to face forward and feeling that immense pressure to make up for something that’s already gone, live in the moment and see where each individual experience takes you. 

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⌛IF YOU FEEL THERE’S NOT ENOUGH TIME... ⌛

To get the things you've been wanting to accomplish, fully done... then slow fuck down.

For ages now the world has been slowing down and stopping altogether. So then why haven’t you? It’s okay to take a day off from always thinking and planning and working toward something.

If you stop it’s not as if you won’t ever start again. If you stop you’re just as likely to actually gain some valuable perspective of where you may find yourself right now in this very moment. The thing about constantly going and moving forward is that sometimes you get so tunnel visioned as to where you’re headed that you lose sight of the things there are to see, take in & learn along the way.

What you're needing to shift your focus to right now Babe is in line with the energy of that saying: “it’s all about the journey, not the destination”.

I know for you this has been QUITE the journey, but Babe it’s okay to slow down a wee bit and catch your breath. Everything won’t fall apart if you do. Maybe, just maybe, the opposite will happen & everything will fall into place or come together naturally in a way that you couldn’t have anticipated.

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BOTTOM RIGHT ♥ Intuition

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Okay Babe... strap in for this message. It's going to be a doozey.

So uhm...

You're intuitive and have the ability to connect to some form of Spirit in terms of even on a very basic level, getting a "sense" or "feeling" in your gut and following those instincts. Hopefully you at the very least are aware of that.

But that's not today's message. Oh if only, Babe.

Today's message is more so one of "get off your ass and start re-connecting to Spirit".

Uh huh. #sorrynotsorry <<< That's totally Spirit right now.

As I'm sure you know if you've followed me for a while, Spirit is really blunt with me when channeling and delivering messages to you all. Now is no exception to that. I know as an intuitive person THE BIGGEST SOURCE OF DRAIN TO YOUR ENERGY FOR MONTHS NOW has originated from what's been going on with Covid, how people feel in this new world of ours, and even the sheer amount of grief, anxiety, depression, and such that everyone is going through.

Yes. I've been going through it too Babe. And I'm so very sorry for that.

But it's time to reconnect with the roots of your own spiritual beliefs (if you have any) and start to re-discover your relationship with nature, higher power, or whatever it is you connect to as a means to find inner stillness and some semblance of peace in this world. Get back to basics. Don't over-complicate things.

Revisit old practices, rituals, meditations, and things like that. Look up people you used to follow on socials - the spiritual gurus that made you originally fall in love what you practice in the first place. You may have outgrown some of their original vibes, values and notions, but it's most certainly time to gain some valuable intuitive perspective and insight right now in your life.

And try your best, seriously Babe, seriously TRY YOUR FREAKING BEST not to ask too many questions right now.

Guess what? We all have a truck-load of fucking questions right now. In terms of the future, our jobs, our finances, our families, our love lives, our social lives, even what's happening politically, in humans right activism movements (#blm), and Covid.

How about instead of focusing on all that you do not know (and all that you do not have), you focus in on what you have to feel grateful for, and what fuels you to keep moving forward.

Maybe when you do that you hear crickets, see tumble weeds, or are like "wtf Allison, I hate my life right now". Okay. I get it Babe. Been there, done that. But at the same time there is ALWAYS something to feel grateful for, I promise you.

Go stare out a window for a few moments, watch the trees, leaves, wildlife, people coming and going, then ask yourself if you see anything in front of you that you can be grateful for. It may be as simple as a clear, blue sky. Cool. We've all gotta start somewhere.

So YAS BABE get back to Spirit, get back in touch with your intuitive side, RECONNECT for the love of all that's Holy AND... And and and... Be open to the possibility that the Universe has still got your back Babe, just like it always has and always will. Be open to receiving signs and confirmations to questions that you are trying your best NOT to ask Spirit about right now. The Universe around you will speak to you no matter whether you've asked a question or not.

Be still within and see what Spirit is trying to tell you. Also. DO THE WORK. DO SOMETHING for your own personal intuitive practices and development. You're long overdue for some Spiritual Self-Care, Babe.

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